Last summer

I decided it was time to introduce some green into our brown world. So here are some pictures of last summer.

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Finally some pictures of Leandro

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Note the hazy background due to smoke from the wildfires. It stayed like that for over a week.

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This picture is from when our aunt and Grandma from Texas came over in the last week of August. We were actually butchering chickens when this photo was taken.

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Another one of my favourites

 

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In our “woods”

 

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We changed a sandbox into a mini pool, and Alexa loved it.

 

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And these pictures don’t belong in the category of “last summer,” but I thought they were too cute to pass by.

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Yesenia decided to comb Alexa’s hair into french braids today, and is she ever cute!

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Not the best picture, but this was the result. She couldn’t be sweeter.

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-Bianca

 

Pictures lately

Okay, so I’ll admit that Alexa and Timber take up the majority of these pictures, but it makes sense that they’d be the subjects of most of my pictures as they’re the cutest “members” in our family, right?

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I know the quality of this picture isn’t the best, but I thought I’d share it anyway.

 

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This is one of my favourite pictures. I just love that black and white.

 

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The table converted into a bed.

 

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Feeding the cows

 

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The team

 

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Meet Timber! He’s a malamute/husky cross. We just picked him up on Saturday, and are all totally in love with him. With the exception of Skittles; he hates Timber as much as we love him. IMG_9002

 

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Crying in his pen

 

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This picture isn’t upside down, just the barn reflected in a puddle. I thought it was neat.

 

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I love black and white.

for now,

-Bianca

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Courtship Facts by a ‘Lonely’ Girl

I’m lonely today. Ironically, I’m not in the office, working by myself, but I’m in the living room with my family working within my hearing. The thing is, once you have someone special, loneliness gets a different meaning. Especially after a weekend like this past one. I’m spoiled! I was with him on Friday because of a homeschooler’s Christmas banquet. On Saturday, we were together for over 5 hours because of our youth Christmas banquet. Sunday, we practiced for our youth Christmas program; went skating; had supper with my family; went to Old Folks’ Home Singing; and played volleyball with the youth. Monday evening, we were at a meeting together but only got to talk for a few minutes. What a teaser! On our way there, my cousins and I found out that a new couple had started courting/dating. That makes 4 couples in our youth group after we started, which is just over 3 months ago. A lot of memories flooded my mind that evening. The slight awkwardness. The butterflies. The uncontainable smiles. The moments when your eyes meet and you can’t look away.

I’m so glad that so many of those feelings don’t go away. True, there are times when they aren’t as strong but the butterflies still haven’t gone away. I recently discovered Pinterest (which you can blame for my not posting here) and some of the quotes I found, I thought I would share with you here. They put some things into words so much better.

“Always getting a little nervous before seeing him, just like the first time.” (To be honest, I sometimes stay in the car a few seconds longer to enjoy it a little longer.)

“Counting down the days (and sometimes even the hours) until you see each other again.”

“The feeling you get when you finally get to see him again.”

“Time without him goes so slow and time with him flies by.”

“Being addicted to the way you feel when you think about him.”

“Seeing each other for 3 seconds and the day is made!”

“Being jealous of his sisters because they get to be with him every day.” (And being surprised at how long they bugged him with me before he actually liked me.)

“the ‘remember when’s'”

(They are so much fun! Like talking about the wheelbarrow game where I ended up in his wheelbarrow. He was so scared of dumping me. And I ended up making him get the obstacles stuck on his feet. Afterwards, I didn’t know what to think and he was sure we were ‘meant to be’.)

“Being each other’s favorite distraction”

“Catching yourself smiling for no reason and realizing that it’s because you’re thinking about him.”

“When he does things just to make you happy.”

“How good he looks dressed up.”

“How long it takes to say ‘Bye’.”

“He encourages you to take care of yourself.” (In fact, he’s actually told my cousins to drive carefully when I go home with them.)

“Ever since we met, I’ve known that we were special. That the way we talk and laugh around each other is different than everybody else. And I think most people search their whole lives to find what we’ve already found.”

“Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale.”

And I truly wonder why God was so good to me. He gave me more than I asked for and He’s writing a more beautiful love story than I ever imagined. Another quote: “It’s crazy to think how he once was a stranger and now he’s one of, if not the, most important people in your life.”

On Saturday, after our Christmas banquet, Josh and Aggie asked me to take pictures of them. It was very cold and dark already but we went outside. Jon held their jackets while I snapped and afterward, he purposely gave them each others jackets ;-). I’m so blessed to have a cousin courting one of my best friends. She took some pictures of us too and, even though Jon doesn’t think they are the best, I’ll share one with you.

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Alexa

This cute little girl has provided us with a lot of entertainment. We love to teach her new words and she learns quickly. Here are a few pictures from the last couple weeks.

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She absolutely loves Leandro

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Taking off her mittens, again

And these are from autumn, and maybe even summer

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I love that smile! I tell her to say ” hee, hee,” and she does:)

 

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That expression just melts your heart.

 

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She loooves cats, and this One time it could come inside.

 

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So cute!

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You gotta love that smile

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She loved to play on the lawn mower, and even got to ride on it with Edgar.

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I took this picture just as Elfrieda came out the door and she was so     surprised.

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Playing in the sandbox

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Those pink finger tips just tie it all together.

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Okay, so that is a lot more pictures than I thought. But I haven’t posted in such a long time, so I think it’s fine.

-Bianca

 

 

On Intercession

Reading Andrew Murray’s challenging book, The Ministry of Intercession, has made an impact on me that I hope will not soon leave. I’ve been appalled at the lack of intercession in my life. I highly recommend this book. It came to me during a time when devotions were not as meaningful as I knew they should be. I was asking God to challenge me to a deeper Christian life and I believe He heard. Almost every chapter left me challenged. The one that stood out to me was Chapter 14, “God Seeks Intercessors”. To me, it summarizes the cry of the book and that’s why I want to share it with you all. Please take the time to read it. It is a bit lengthy, but I ask you to do it anyway. You won’t regret it. (Emphasis added is mine)

Chapter 14, “God Seeks Intercessors”

“I have set watchmen upon thy walls, O Jerusalem, which shall never hold their peace day nor night. Ye that are the Lord’s remembrancers, keep not silence, and give Him no rest till He make Jerusalem a praise in the earth.” —Isaiah 62: 6, 7.

” And He saw that there was no man, and wondered that there was no intercessor.”—Isaiah 59:16.

“And I looked, and there was none to help; and I wondered, and there was none to uphold.”—Isaiah 63:5.

“There is none that calleth upon Thy name, that stirreth himself to take hold of Thee.”—Isa. lxiv. 7.

“And I sought for a man that should stand in the gap before Me for the land, that I should not destroy it; bat I found none.”—Ezekiel 22:30.

“I chose you, and appointed you, that ye should go and bear fruit, that whatsoever ye shall ask of the Father in My name, He may give it you.”—John 15:16.

In the study of the starry heavens, how much depends upon a. due apprehension of magnitudes. Without some sense of the size of the heavenly bodies, that appear so small to the eye, and yet are so great, and of the almost illimitable extent of the regions in which they move, though they appear so near and so familiar, there can be no true knowledge of the heavenly world or its relation to this earth. It is even so with the spiritual heavens, and the heavenly life in which we are called to live. It is specially so in the life of intercession, that most wondrous intercourse between heaven and earth. Everything depends upon the due apprehension of magnitudes.

Just think of the three that come first: there is a world, with its needs entirely dependent on and waiting to be helped by intercession; there is a God in heaven, with His all-sufficient supply for all those needs, waiting to be asked; there is a Church, with its wondrous calling and its sure promises, waiting to be roused to a sense of its wondrous responsibility and power. 

God seeks intercessors. There is a world with its perishing millions, with intercession as its only hope. How much of love and work is comparatively vain, because there is so little intercession. A thousand millions living as if there never had been a Son of God to die for them. Thirty millions every year passing into the outer darkness without hope. Fifty millions bearing the Christian name, and the great majority living in utter ignorance or indifference. Millions of feeble, sickly Christians; thousands of wearied workers, who could be blessed by intercession, could help themselves to become mighty in intercession. Churches and missions sacrificing life and labor often with little result, for lack of intercession. Souls, each one worth more than worlds, worth nothing less than the price paid for them in Christ’s blood, and within reach of the power that can be won by intercession. We surely have no conception of the magnitude of the work to be done by God’s intercessors, or we should cry to God above everything to give from heaven the spirit of intercession.

 God seeks intercessors. There is a God of glory able to meet all these needs. We are told that He delights in mercy, that He waits to be gracious, that He longs to pour out His blessing; that the love that gave the Son to death is the measure of the love that each moment hovers over every human being. And yet He does not help. And there they perish, a million a month in China alone, and it is as if God does not move. If He does so love and long to bless, there must be some inscrutable reason for His holding back. What can it be? Scripture says, because of your unbelief. It is the faithlessness and consequent unfaithfulness of God’s people. He has taken them up into partnership with Himself; He has honored them, and bound Himself, by making their prayers one of the standard measures of the working of His power. Lack of intercession is one of the chief causes of lack of blessing. Oh, that we would turn eye and heart from everything else and fix them upon this God who hears prayer, until the magnificence of His promises, and His power, and His purpose of love overwhelmed us! How our whole life and heart would become intercession.

God seeks intercessors. There is a third magnitude to which our eyes must be opened: the wondrous privilege and power of the intercessors. There is a false humility, which makes a great virtue of self-depreciation, because it has never seen its utter nothingness. If it knew that, it would never apologize for its feebleness, but glory in its utter weakness, as the one condition of Christ’s power resting on it. It would judge of itself, its power and influence before God in prayer, as little by what it sees or feels, as we judge of the size of the sun or stars by what the eye can see. Faith sees man created in God’s image and likeness to be God’s representative in this world and have dominion over it. Faith sees man redeemed and lifted into union with Christ, abiding in Him, identified with Him, and clothed with His power in intercession. Faith sees the Holy Spirit dwelling and praying in the heart, making, in our sighings, intercession according to God. Faith sees the intercession of the saints to be part of the life of the Holy Trinity—the believer as God’s child asking of the Father, in the Son, through the Spirit. Faith sees something of the Divine fitness and beauty of this scheme of salvation through intercession, wakens the soul to a consciousness of its wondrous destiny, and girds it with strength for the blessed self-sacrifice it calls to.

God seeks intercessors. When He called His people out of Egypt, He separated the priestly tribe, to draw nigh to Him, and stand before Him, and bless the people in His name. From time to time He sought and found and honored intercessors, for whose sake He spared or blessed His people. When our Lord left the earth He said to the inner circle He had gathered around Him—an inner circle of special devotion to His service, to which access is still free to every disciple: “I chose you, and appointed you, that whatsoever ye shall ask of the Father in My Name, He may give it you.” We have already noticed the six times repeated three wonderful words—Whatsoever—In My Name—It shall he done. In them Christ placed the powers of the heavenly world at their disposal— not for their own selfish use, but in the interests of His kingdom. How wondrously they used it we know. And since that time, down through the ages, these men have had their successors, men who have proved how surely God works in answer to prayer. And we may praise God that, in our days too, there is an ever-increasing number who begin to see and prove that in church and mission, in large societies and little circles and individual effort, intercession is the chief thing, the power that moves God and opens heaven. They are learning, and long to learn better, and that all may learn, that in all work for souls intercession must take the first place, and that those who in it have received from heaven, in the power of the Holy Ghost, what they are to communicate to others, will be best able to do the Lord’s work.

God seeks intercessors. Though God had His appointed servants in Israel, watchmen set by Himself to cry to Him day and night and give Him no rest, He often had to wonder and complain that there was no intercessor, none to stir himself up to take hold of His strength. And He still waits and wonders in our day, that there are not more intercessors, that all His children do not give themselves to this highest and holiest work, that many of them who do so, do not engage in it more intensely and perseveringly. He wonders to find ministers of His gospel complaining that their duties do not allow them to find time for this, which He counts their first, their highest, their most delightful, their alone effective work. He wonders to find His sons and daughters, who have forsaken home and friends for His sake and the gospel’s, come so short in what He meant to be their abiding strength—receiving day by day all they needed to impart to the dark heathen. He wonders to find multitudes of His children who have hardly any conception of what intercession is. He wonders to find multitudes more who have learned that it is their duty, and seek to obey it, but confess that they know but little of taking hold upon God or prevailing with Him.

God seeks intercessors. He longs to dispense larger blessings. He longs to reveal His power and glory as God, His saving love, more abundantly. He seeks intercessors in larger number, in greater power, to prepare the way of the Lord. He seeks them. Where could He seek them but in His Church? And how does He expect to find them? He intrusted to His Church the task of telling of their Lord’s need, the task of encouraging and training, and preparing them for His holy service. And He ever comes again, seeking fruit, seeking intercessors. In His Word He has spoken of the “widows indeed, who trust in God, and continue in supplication night and day.” He looks if the Church is training the great army of aged men and women, whose time of outward work is past, but who can strengthen the army of the “elect, who cry to Him day and night.” He looks to the great host of the Christian Endeavor, the three or four million of young lives that have given themselves away in the solemn pledge, “I promise the Lord Jesus Christ that I will strive to do whatever He would like to have me do,” and wonders how many are being trained to pass from the brightness of the weekly prayer-meeting and its confession of loyalty, to swell the secret intercession that is to save souls. He looks to the thousands of young men and young women in training for the work of ministry and mission, and gazes longingly to see if the Church is teaching them that intercession, power with God, must be their first care, and in seeking to train and help them to it. He looks to see whether ministers and missionaries are understanding their opportunity, and laboring to train the believers of their congregation into those who can “help together” by their prayer, and can “strive with them in their prayers.” As Christ seeks the lost sheep until He find it, God seeks intercessors. 

God seeks intercessors. He will not, He cannot, take the work out of the hands of His Church. And so He comes, calling and pleading in many ways. Now by a man whom He raises up to live a life of faith in His service, and to prove how actually and abundantly He answers prayer. Then by the story of a church which makes prayer for souls its starting-point, and bears testimony to God’s faithfulness. Sometimes in a mission which proves how special prayer can meet special need, and bring down the power of the Spirit. And sometimes again by a season of revival coming in answer to united urgent supplication. In these and many other ways God is showing us what inter cession can do, and beseeching us to waken up and train His great host to be, every one, a people of intercessors.

God seeks intercessors. He sends His servants out to call them. Let ministers make this a part of their duty. Let them make their church a training school of intercession. Give the people definite objects for prayer. Encourage them to take a definite time to it, if it were only ten minutes every day. Help them to understand the boldness they may use with God. Teach them to expect and look out for answers. Show them what it is first to pray and get an answer in secret, and then carry the answer and impart the blessing. Tell every one who is master of his own time that he is as the angels, free to tarry before the throne and then go out and minister to the heirs of salvation. Sound out the blessed tidings that this honor is for all God’s people. There is no difference. That servant girl, this day laborer, that bedridden invalid, this daughter in her mother’s home, these men and young men in business—all are called, all, all are needed. God seeks intercessors.

God seeks intercessors. As ministers take up the work of finding and training them it will urge themselves to pray more. Christ gave Paul to be a pattern of His grace before He made him a preacher of it. It has been well said, ” The first duty of a clergyman is humbly to beg of God that all he would have done in his people may be first truly and fully done in himself.”  The effort to bring this message of God may cause much heart-searching and humiliation. All the better. The best practice in doing a thing is helping others to do it. O ye servants of Christ, set as watchmen to cry to God day and night, let us awake to our holy calling. Let us believe in the power of intercession. Let us practice it. Let us seek on behalf of our people to get from God Himself the Spirit and the Life we preach. With our spirit and life given up to God in intercession, the Spirit and Life that God gives them through us cannot fail to be the Life of Intercession too. 

A Very Special Announcement!

How does a young lady properly go about announcing the most special news she has ever had? Does she make people guess? Or does she just come out and say it? Or maybe she doesn’t even announce it on her blog? I’m sure you wouldn’t prefer the latter way and since I am the kind of person who has bursted with this secret since I knew it, I’ll maybe just come right out…

“My beloved is mine, and I am his.” (Song of Solomon 2:16)

At times, I almost did a blog post to dispel your suspicions that there was something ‘else’ going on. And actually, till June 23, there was nothing ‘else’ going on. (That I knew of. ;-))

But then Josh aroused my suspicions that ‘somebody’ liked me and was trying to figure out if I liked him back. Oh my! How did I go about this? I alerted my parents and started praying about it. So many questions! Some of what I wrote down that evening, “How high do his standards have to be and how much do I expect to come later? What if he doesn’t want [a] ‘hands-off’ [relationship]? Do I really have convictions about that? At least enough to refuse a courtship on?”

During this time, I tried very hard to keep my thoughts focused on God on not on guys. But I was starting to notice things…

This certain ‘someone’ was always trying to be on my team when we played volleyball. He also treated me special during the game, giving me sets and making sure I got my balls. He asked me for the time and looking back, I could see all the other small hints he had dropped that I had so totally missed!

Sooner than I expected, Jon Neufeld asked to go out for supper with my parents and, after two agonizingly long weeks for him, Daddy gave him the go-ahead!

Daddy didn’t leave me in the dark during this time. He told me that one of Jon’s convictions was a ‘hands-off’ relationship. What a confirmation! And what a gift from God! Daddy made sure that I was at peace about it before he gave Jon an answer. I had peace about it soon after I found out and before I knew it, I had to restrain myself from going head-over-heels. My friends popped the secret out of me and they couldn’t believe that I could get so excited about a guy. I never knew that it was so easy to fall in love! Knowing that it’s God’s will, makes it unbelievably fun!

Finally, on Sunday, Jon asked me if I was interested in starting a relationship! My enthusiastic ‘Yes’ officially began our courtship relationship!

Love is more beautiful and exciting than I ever imagined! I can hardly believe it’s true and then they say it only gets better!

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Jon’s sister Tena was waiting for us with a camera! (sorry for the poor quality of the picture. I wanted it quick so it lost some quality on the way)

“How precious … are Thy thoughts unto me, O God! how great is the sum of them! If I should count them, they are more in number than the sand: when I awake, I am still with thee.” (Psalm 139:17,18)